It Didn't Go As Planned
I have been scratching my head over how to write about my year for well over a month. What did I learn? What did I accomplish? What am I hoping as I go into 2017? Honestly, most days through this year, I feel like the answer has been not much. It was a hard year. It was a really scary year. It was a year that a lot of the time I just wanted to give up on and crawl back in to bed and pull the covers over my head. The woman who generally just charged right in to battle without even thinking was replaced by a VERY emotional girl who just didn’t feel valued or loved at all. God was really quiet through it all as well. I never really felt like he was gone but I did feel like my little cheer leading section was silent and I was never really quite sure if I was doing things the right way, if I was on the right track, or even CLOSE to the track at all. A lot of tears went into this year. A lot of self-doubt. A lot of time alo...